Blessings through Difficulty
Through the past two years, I have not blogged much. My heart has not been in it. I would sit down to write and all that came out was heartache and grief. There have been so many tears, and whenever I wrote I cried more. I could not bear it. I have been undergoing a healing process. I have spent more time soaking up God's Word and letting it fill my heart. I am learning a lot about prayer. There is an intense longing in my heart to talk to God. I can't get away from it. My soul longs for communion and intimacy with my Maker. God is refilling my well. Sometimes God brings about his healing in mysterious ways. This school year I began babysitting twins...just little babies and so sweet. I know it seemed crazy for me to take on something else, but God knew what I needed. I love babies. They are calming for me. They bring peace. They force me to sit down and relax. I have spent a lot of time in the rocking chair. As I have rocked I have kissed sweet faces, cares