Jesus Close To Me
Pain so deep. A twisting in my stomach. A crying of my heart. Pain so deep. My soul questions. My mind can't comprehend. Pain so deep. It pierces. It threatens to destroy. I cry out. Why? How? I fight the answer. It is sin. The fall of man. Sin destroys. An aftermath continued from Eden. Leaves no one untouched. Yesterday as soon as worship started at church my eyes filled with tears. I could not stop them. They rolled down my face each one chasing another. My heart ached. It cried for my hurting family. It wept over the pain of sin. Anguish for my lost son gripped me. I struggled. I hoped no one saw. I wanted to bury the pain. Hide it from those around. But it demanded to be released. I longed to let the grief shake my body. To let the pain take its course. Last night on our drive home, there was a beautiful full red moon. I watched as dark clouds would pass over its surface from time to time. It reflecte